One of the (many!) problems I find being self employed is that if I take a little time out after finishing a contract, it's all too easy to keep putting 'taking care of business' off until tomorrow - and tomorrow etc.
Especially at the moment - moping around too much (hmm? Is there an optimum amount of moping around?).
Why the moping? What's the most likely reason for a single man to be moping around? Yup - that's right - the same old same old story. Never seems like that to the poor f&*ker suffering the sodding same old though.
I had a very good friend once, who I miss very much, who could kind of compartmentalise their life and their feelings. How I envy their ability to do that! They could be having a completely hellish time emotionally, yet being able to hide this (and a huge part of their life) from their family and appear to be living a perfectly normal life - even excelling at work and Uni. Should be an inspiration really but that's kind of difficult as I should really be doing my best to forget this person.
Well - I guess I'll just have to kick my own ar$3 - Maybe tomorrow!!!
Go on then - roll another fat one