Back to heartache again. Went to see Kharibdis & she doesn't want to know me. Very sad and there's not a f*cking thing I can do about it.

I'm not the only one in their own wee private hell - wee Deb crying her eyes out down the phone at me last night (I was on the stretch of railway where AA died when I got the call - strange). She wants me and her to get a place together (we've shared a house a few times in the past) again and I've agreed. Not an arrangement I want to last very long as I seriously want to move back to you know where.

Must go - on Gudge's PC and he's just got up - bye.